Friday was a very difficult day for me at work. Having missed 4 days of training prior to it, the bulk of it involving important stuffs on audit procedures, it was tough for me to keep my mind on anything that was taught in class. There are a lot of administrative stuffs to get a hang on, something my less than perfect condition was able to cope. But well, it was all over.
Tomorrow marks my first job at the client’s place. Having not undergone some of the audit training, I don’t feel confident at all, spending part of the weekend speculating on how diasastrous things may turn out. It didn’t help that the course mate paired with me was an ex-intern in the firm, and who seems really accustomed to how things work over here.
Being part of an organisation such as mine makes it inevitable that comparisons are rife, and people are competitive. More often than not, these are where the stress comes from. I need to remind myself that I am my own barometer of success, and to take things slow.
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hey dont worry! i’m sure you can do it even though you missed out on training… sure you will get the hang of it. just ask more questions at the appropriate time and surely people will help you out! you can do it…
yup at least there is someone with u so no worries man. learn along e way and indeed, take things slow. tt is wad i hav been telling myself also.
so u really didnt go for convo ar? aiyo.